Ironically, our body reacts to the wrong doings we did to our body. If we dont take care of our body, we need a doctor to help us get back on our normal healthy body. Or probability, you take care of your body by eating well, physical activities like exercise, google for home remedies, etc. etc.. because once there is pain or hurt, you just want to take it away by doing anything just to ease the pain..
Does it work the same when our spirit or faith need healing? Ironically too, our faith reacts to the wrong doings we did to our FAITH. If we dont take care of our spirit and faith, our pathway will never be the same as we have a normal and healthy spirit or faith.. (same as our physical body)
Our issues in life are manifested when we lose our SPIRIT.. then later worst than that, we lose our FAITH to something inspirational, sometihng far better than good... and issues in life is far worst to handle than our physical body. When we lose our spirit and faith, it leads to issues that are unmanageable and disturbing.
One of my issues is anger management. Sometimes it leads me to hurting people I love and cared for, and more often than not, it hurts me more when I hurt people, and the worst part of it, im hurting my own saviour, JESUS CHRIST. :( Eversince I discovered his undying love for my sins, it really worries me to make him feel sad about my shortcomings. Im seriously working on my patience and even a simple anger, i want to get healed.. and I know it takes a process to do this, my willingness is ther to compensate the hurt I have given to Jesus.
I have stayed away with most of the dreadful sins Ive got and the issues of my life has been straight.. in some other days, its not. The recurrent manifestation of these issues really makes me wonder if I am worthy of His love. My friend clearly defines this as a SPIRITUAL WARFARE. Though I am not afraid, but I need to get ready of any warfare there should be... and this is only through healing.
Healing my heart.. healing my mind.. healing my soul.. healing my past so that I may forgive the things that was done and may never haunt me again.. that I may have wisdom to understand the things that GOD is showing me... that it may drive me to stay away with the usual (sinful) things Ive been doing.. that it may keep me from harming people.. and it may keep me away from hurting my saviour, JESUS.
If this spiritual warfare that I need to face and get rid of.. then so be it.. My love for CHRIST is as undying as His love for me... Though I am powerless at times, but I will do beyond the things I can, just to heal me. and its only THRU JESUS CHRIST and by His HOLY GRACE, HE will heal me on this..
Lord, CONSUME ME with your patient heart, unconditional love and strength.. please take away the ANGER (even simple anger inside me) so I can clearly see and understand what the other people's lacking, that just like you, you will patiently be aware of other people's need and understanding. and from this understanding, I may be able to speak clearly of my CHRIST-LIKE intention on my brothers and sister in this earth. More importantly, I want you to judge me when i finally see you in person, for being your child who attains to be like you and fulfilling my purpose on this eart to be of service to you by being a living instrument of your LOVE.. Forgive me Lord Jesus for falling short of your glory and I acknowlege your powerful hand on me, to take away the unnecessary issues on my life right now.. I thank you for the Holy Spirit when it helps me to have the courage to fight my spiritual warfare.. Lord, I humbly asked you to intervene on this painful hurt inside me so that I can continuously love and serve you mightily.. You alone is the source of the answer to my questions in life.. and now, you are the source of the power to help me go through my spiritual warfare right now.. I asked this through the MOST PRECIOUS NAME OF JESUS.. Amen.
JAMES 3:6 The tongue also is a fire, a world of evil among the parts of the body. It corrupts the whole person, sets the whole course of his life on fire, and is itself set on fire by hell.
MATTHEW 5: 22 But I tell you that anyone who is angry with his brother will be subject to judgment.
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